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The human brain and how little we (I) know about it lol ……

Disclaimer …LOL if you are reading this expecting a grammatically correct document with big words and proper spelling .. well this is not that kind of blog.. lol I type like I think .. it helps me get my thoughts out J

So … lol yes I type like I think .. which means um .. I been thinking LOL … and I been particularly thinking about the brain .. and how weird it is … I mean there is literally no way to tell what someone is thinking…. I mean you can ask me what am I thinking, and I can respond… but you have no choice to believe what I say …

And it goes something like this … How do you feel? Oh I’m good….. well I never have a way of really knowing if that person is good, or if they actually in a really bad place and just don’t want to talk about it.. I mean it’s crazy… and then I think to myself…. Well people aren’t psychic so if you say you are good I have to believe you …. Why would you say otherwise… but then I have to think about all the times I have said the opposite of what I’m actually thinking …

So why am I thinking .. about thoughts LOL….

Well for instance I am learning that I am not a mind reader and I need to stop trying to be. if someone tells me something I have to stop analyzing what they say to try and find the hidden meaning and take what they said as what it is… I need to understand if people want to tell me the what is in their mind they must say it. otherwise I need to just go with what they actually said…

Same thing goes to for me .. I need to say what I mean and mean what I say… lol

LOL ohhhh its getting weird huh … well welcome to my world…

I am also learning that unless I tell people what I’m feeling or thinking .. they have no way of knowing .. but often times I get in this trap of not wanting to sound like a drag … or keeping my depression to myself… or what I’m thinking it’s not relevant or no one really cares… well that’s not fair to anyone…

I just lost my train of thought imagine that… but reading what I wrote also brings to mind exactly just how little words mean huh…. Since we never know if the words are real or not the only other thing we can look at are actions…

I guess that’s why actions speaks louder than words huh… hmmm so this changes the entire tone of this blog.. I guess there is a way to read a mind.. and that is by looking at a person’s actions… but then again .. not really cause there are some pretty good actors out there.. geeesh I can put on a front that everything is perfect when in reality I’m a mess…

Im not sure why ive gone on this tangent … I guess maybe im trying to figure out my own brain.. figure out how change my thoughts .. maybe a better way to communicate with people.. a better way to be a better person .. I don’t know ..

You know I read memes and quotes and they say you never know what someone else is going through.. and that is scary … cause its true ..

So I guess to wrap up my blog …

Actually I have no way of wrapping up this blog.. ive confused the hell out of myself.. so lol next blog will be better lol

Wonka

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